
BANNED!
Banned PROGRAM
Experience the power of forbidden literature with VOX as we boldly shine a light on stories being silenced across the U.S. at an alarming rate. Books like Toni Morrison's “Beloved," Juno Dawson's "This Book is Gay!" and the classic "Alice in Wonderland" receive new life through music adaptation. The concert also features a new commission from composer Jennifer Lucy Cook inspired by Margaret Atwood’s electrifying novel, “The Handmaid’s Tale.”
For a printable pdf version of the program, please click HERE.
WELCOME
Welcome to the second concert of VOX’s 28th season! We kicked off our 2024-2025 season in October with a hugely successful get-out-the vote tour at Universities in Arizona and Nevada, featuring Andrea Ramsey’s stunning “Suffrage Cantata.” Along with our moving November concert, My Voice Be Brave, these concerts served as a reminder that it remains as important as ever to make your voice heard and fight for what you believe in. This afternoon’s concert, and our continued programming for this season, stays true to the mission on which VOX was founded. VOX has held social justice at the core of its mission since its inception, and our commitment to giving women voice and singing for justice remains steadfast. We continue to prioritize telling the stories of our communities through new commissions for women’s voices, including today’s multi-movement composition based on Margaret Attwood's chilling novel, "The Handmaid's Tale.” In June we will present a major work by sought-after composer Rollo Dilworth, featuring lyrics from Claudia Rankine's moving poem, “Weather," about the murder of George Floyd. We are also thrilled to include collaborations, both new and old, with our favorite string players, the Orchid Quartet, returning to our stage today while in the lobby we are pleased to partner with local bookshop’s Village Well Books & Coffee and Chevalier’s Books, as well as PEN America. And you don’t want to miss three-time Grammy-nominated vocal activist Melanie DeMore appearing in June, to inspire us all! Our focus on the next generation through VOX’s Music Education programs continues to evolve and expand, serving over 1400 under-resourced students annually throughout Los Angeles and beyond. Over 100 high school students attended our Open Dress Rehearsal for the November concert, while last month’s second annual High School Treble Choir Festival doubled in size, and the Justice Choir program, now in its third year, is partnering with five public schools as well as community center Heart of Los Angeles. As always, we are so grateful to you, our patrons and donors, for your continued support of our music and our mission and we look forward to sharing this wonderful season with you! With gratitude,

Dr. Iris S. Levine
Founding Artistic Director

Rebecca Wink
Executive Director
PROGRAM NOTES
By Holley Replogle-Wong
“You have to read, you have to know, you have to have access to knowledge.” Toni Morrison -------- Tonight’s concert gives voice to works of literature that have been ignored, ostracized, or suppressed through institutional acts of censorship. Through music, we perform the memory of these writers and the words and worlds created for us, books and poems and plays that encompass a range of experiences that are alternately beautiful, resistant, melancholic, angry, and triumphant. William Shakespeare, The Merry Wives of Windsor and The Merchant of Venice Shakespeare dealt with constantly shifting censorship policies during his career; his plays were subject to constant scrutiny and he had to carefully toe the line of political criticism. Censorship of his plays continued on after his death, with perhaps the most famous incident being the Bowlder “family friendly” edition of Shakespeare plays in the early 19th century (which gave rise to the verb “bowdlerize” – to purge vulgar content in absurd or ineffective ways). The Merry Wives of Windsor is a bawdy comedy that ultimately turns toxic masculinity on its head, as the merry wives outsmart the scheming Falstaff. “Fie! Fie! Fie!” was a song performed by children dressed as fairies sent by the wives to pinch and scold Falstaff. Stephen Bouma’s setting of this song emphasizes their righteous fury and determination with its declamatory repetition of its curse: “Fie! Fie! Fie!” The history of American censorship of Shakespeare’s The Merchant of Venice begins in the early years of the 20th century, where school boards across America were requested to remove the play from curriculums because of anti-Semitic content. Some teachers were forbidden to teach the play altogether, others were allowed as long as they never mentioned the controversial central character, Shylock! Paul Caldwell and Sean Ivory’s “Fancy” sets a song from the play, “Tell me where is fancy bred,” which takes place in a tense moment as a reminder to avoid making judgments according to external appearance. The sprightly rhythms maintained by the piano and violin help portray a sense of hope despite the tension and urgency. Robert H. Young’s setting of “How Sweet the Moonlight Sleeps” musically illustrates the beautiful words uttered by Lorenzo, the man who marries Shylock’s daughter. It is a piece of music about music: the melodic lines imitate the listener apprehending music arching across the night, louder here, softer there, and the ear must work harder to hear the strains. Anne Frank, The Diary of a Young Girl According to the American Library Association, The Diary of a Young Girl by Anne Frank has been challenged or banned several times since they started tracking bans in 1990, and most of the complaints center around passages regarding her emergent sense of sexuality. Anne Frank’s diary provides an invaluable portrait of the becoming of a young woman, hiding for two years with her family during the horror of the Nazi occupation of the Netherlands. Anne Frank: A Living Voice is a haunting setting of her words by Linda Tutas Haugen. “It Is The Silence” reflects upon the horror of knowing terrible things are happening outside as she waits in the silence of her hiding place. “Sunshine and Cloudless Sky” describes a morning in the attic with her quiet friend Peter, giving thanks for beauty of the nature outside their window. The music begins with a recitative-like section, which takes on more motion as the friends contemplate the outdoors – arriving at a moment of stasis as they breathe in the air. Amanda Lovelace, “a survival plan of sorts” For American poet Amanda Lovelace, poetry is a medium of revolution and freedom for women. “a survival plan of sorts” draws our attention to the power of words, and the deeper the shelves, the more honed our powers become. Melissa Dunphy writes amorphous, shifting harmonies for the opening of this piece as a thoughtful meditation, with the occasional clarion of encouragement to “raid your library.” This perusal of words and thoughts then takes a clearer shape – “collect words and polish them up” – as we learn to use the words as tools to transmit meaning. We return to the meditation again, as if to remind us that our reading work should never come to an end. Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid’s Tale VOX Femina commissioned Jennifer Lucy Cook to write this piece based on Margaret Atwood’s frequently banned book The Handmaid’s Tale. In her notes on her composing process, Cook reflected on the prophetic aspects of the censorship of this book: “This is a truly ironic act given that the book is a dystopian story of censorship and extreme oppression. Its themes of corrupt government, religious extremes, and the controlling of women are unfortunately as relevant as ever, and it was therapeutic for me to process this relevance through music. After rereading the novel and feeling the eerie similarities with many echoes in our contemporary society, I found great comfort in envisioning singing about these from within the safety of a choir, with multiple souls musically holding each other while experiencing the emotions.” Cook writes about the first movement: “Once I Could Read contains a tempo marking that reads: “pragmatic and melancholy; not overly sentimental,” and this sums up my approach to this movement about freedoms lost. There’s a certain numbness that we use as a coping mechanism when we are not operating as full, unburdened people. I chose to express this numbness through homophonic hymnlike textures as the singers enumerate what once was, while the piano keeps time and rhythm underneath...Of course, like the very banning of Handmaid’s Tale itself, these happy memories become progressively more and more censored as the piece continues…I find a strange excitement and comfort in feeling deeply as an act of resistance, and with any luck, this piece might offer us all the encouragement to acknowledge our emotions as a bold, positive reaction to outside forces.” Of the second movement, My Body and Me, Cook writes: “This profound disconnect between the body and the self is fascinating to me, and is what I attempted to explore by creating an antiphonal choir…Disassociation as a trauma response is depicted in the way two choirs never quite agree on who has the melody, what the proper harmonic phrase resolutions ought to be, or whether the body or soul has more power. There is no clear outcome of this tug-of-war, but a few moments of unison and homophony serve as a reminder that the two halves were once whole…” And finally, in Ahead: “This movement accelerates like a runner with the finish-line in sight, complete with gasps for life-giving breath. Throughout the piece are moments of quiet questioning, when we anxiously grasp for any semblance of stability. But, any plans, assurances, or answers are unknowable, and what is most important is simply to escape. The ray of light at the end of the movement is the realization that hope can guide us, even when we’re not sure what we’re even hoping for. We are simply moving toward something new. ‘What’s left? Hope, ahead.’” Toni Morrison, Beloved The books by Pulitzer and Nobel Prize winning author Toni Morrison are among the most frequently challenged and banned in America. During her lifetime, she fought against censorship, and advocated for libraries and open access to books. Her 1987 novel Beloved is a fearless reflection on slavery. Composer Maria A. Ellis based “It Was You” on the happiness that the characters must learn to choose for themselves. This self-actualization is hard-won through explorations of trauma, and Ellis draws upon the determined sounds of Gospel Swing to portray the victory of devotion. Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland Lewis Carroll’s Alice in Wonderland has been banned all over the world for many reasons: in America for language, sexual content, drug references; in China for animals being placed “on the same level as humans” – and generally for its subversiveness in rendering a magical world that is satirically topsy-turvy and undermining, reflecting our own world in a distorted mirror. In her work Wonderland, Andrea Ramsey captures this marriage of whimsy with critique in snippets spoken from experience by various characters: Alice, the Duchess, Eaglet, and the Dodo. Juno Dawson, This Book is Gay While writing this nonfiction guidebook for LGBT teens, Dawson said she often found herself thinking about what she would have wanted to know as a teen, what information might have helped her in those formative years. Amy Burgess based “Wondering” on the complexities of identity and self-actualization, starting with a measured determination that transforms into a driving, rhythmic flurry of possibilities. Ultimately, Burgess leans into a celebration of the discovery of community -- “You’re part of something bigger now” – and the freedom that comes with being who we are. Alex Gino, Melissa Melissa is a children’s novel about a young trans girl and the challenges and support she experiences as she expresses her identity. Michael Bussewitz-Quarm and Shantel Sellers based “Melissa, unSilenced” on the narrative of the book, focusing on the thoughts of young Melissa and the allyship shown to her by her best friend. The piece enacts a musical journey through anxiety, sadness, acceptance, and joy. Alice Walker, The Color Purple Alice Walker’s 1982 novel The Color Purple was adapted into a musical in 2005 with music and lyrics by Allee Willis, Brenda Russell, and Stephen Bray. This arrangement is a version of the title song that reprises at the end of the show, where Celie is reunited with her children and her sister, surrounded by community. Celie sings in healing and hope, with those who care for her responding to her in support. Lesléa Newman, Heather Has Two Mommies Lesléa Newman’s 1989 children’s book Heather Has Two Mommies was one of the first LGBTQIA+ children’s books to receive significant public attention. Ann Hampton Callway wrote “Heather’s Dream” from young Heather’s perspective, as if she is responding to the censorship to her story. Heather leads the song, as the choir joyfully backs her up with a united message: that families look different from each other, but are united in love. Stephen Sondheim, Into the Woods On its surface, Stephen Sondheim’s musical Into the Woods (1987) is a show about what happens after happily ever after, which in itself is already an unexpected treatment of the fairy tale characters that populate the story. Traditionally, fairy tales convey moral lessons and consequences for children, but in this musical Sondheim shows that the lessons imparted are just as much for the adults. The 2014 Disney film adaptation of this musical excised some parts of the narrative in the name of “family friendliness” – taking some of the bite out of the lessons for the grown-ups. In “Children Will Listen”, we confront the consequences of actions made in the previous generation and are reminded of the responsibility we have to our legacy. We are reminded that the precocious eyes and ears of children see, hear, and understand more than we realize, and since we are not alone in the world and our actions will affect others, we must be responsible for our choices and for our words – and be honest with our children. -------- This responsibility to honesty and truth is at the core of anti-censorship work. In her 2009 collection Burn This Book, Toni Morrison makes her thoughts on acts of censorship clear, and gives writers a charge to fulfill: “The thought that leads me to contemplate with dread the erasure of other voices, of unwritten novels, poems whispered or swallowed for fear of being overhead by the wrong people, outlawed languages flourishing underground, essayists’ questions challenging authority never being posed, unstaged plays, cancelled films – that thought is a nightmare. As though a whole universe is being described in invisible ink. Certain kinds of trauma visited on peoples are so deep, so cruel, that unlike money, unlike vengeance, even unlike justice, or rights, or the goodwill of others, only writers can translate such trauma and turn sorrow into meaning, sharpening the moral imagination.”

Holley Replogle-Wong is a Lecturer in Musicology at University of California, Los Angeles, and the Program Director of the UCLA Center for Musical Humanities. She has taught courses on film music, popular music, American musical theater, and western music history at UC Berkeley, Chapman University, and UCLA. She is also a regular speaker for the LA Opera Connects educational outreach programs.
Her research interests include topics in musical theater, voice, fandom studies, 19th- and 20th-century American cultural hierarchies, classical crossover, and film and video game music. She has music-directed musical theater productions at UCLA and for primary and secondary schools, sung with various vocal ensembles (including VOX!) and for the occasional film soundtrack.


BANNED!
March 23, 2025 – 4 PM
The Ebell of Los Angeles
Dr. Iris S. Levine, Founding Artistic Director
Lisa Edwards, Collaborative Pianist
Orchid Quartet; Carla Capolupo, bass; Lauren Kosty, drums
Fie! Fie! Fie! (The Merry Wives of Windsor)
How Sweet the Moonlight Sleeps (The Merchant of Venice)
Fancy (The Merchant of Venice)
Stephen Bouma
Text by William Shakespeare
Robert H. Young
Text by William Shakespeare
Paul Caldwell/Sean Ivory
Text by William Shakespeare
Michelle Shin, violin
Anne Frank: A Living Voice (Diary of a Young Girl by Anne Frank)
Linda Tatus Haugen
It is the silence
Sunshine and Cloudless Sky
a survival plan of sorts (Amanda Lovelace)
Melissa Dunphy
The Tale (The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Attwood)
Jennifer Lucy Cook
Commissioned by VOX Femina Los Angeles
Premiere Performance
Once I Could Read
My Body and Me
Ahead
INTERMISSION
It Was You (Beloved by Toni Morrisson)
Wonderland (Alice in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll)
Maria Ellis
Andrea Ramsey
If Everybody Minded
Who in the World Am I?
The Little Crocodile
Poison
Long Words
Dodo's Proclamation
Wondering (This Book Is Gay by Juno Dawson)
Melissa unSilenced (Melissa by Alex Gino)
Amy Burgess
Michael Bussewitz-Quarm
Sonia Ohan, soloist
The Color Purple (The Color Purple by Alice Walker)
arr. Rollo Dilworth
Angelica Rowell, soloist
Heather's Dream (Heather Has Two Mommies by Lesléa Newman)
Ann Hampton Callaway
Saira Grewal, soloist
Children Will Listen
Stephen Sondheim

Jennifer Lucy Cook (she/her) is a composer and lyricist based in Los Angeles. Jen specializes in music for the stage and screen, choral work, and pop songwriting.
Recent choral commissions include Phoenix Chorale, the San Francisco Gay Men’s Chorus, and Vox Femina. She is the recipient of the Chorus Austin Composition Prize, the Cantus Emerging Composer Award, the HerVoice Female Composer Prize, and the Edwin Fissinger Composition Prize. Her piece “Time” received the J.W. Pepper Director’s Choice for 2024 and her arrangement of “What Was I Made For” and “Time” both received a J.W. Pepper Editor’s Choice for 2024. She is an alumnus of the Johnny Mercer Foundation Writer’s Grove with Goodspeed Musicals. Other theater commissions include Full House Theatre Co., British Youth Musical Theatre, and Shakespeare’s Globe Theatre in London, and her musical recaps of the Bachelor recently went viral on TikTok.
She earned a Master’s degree in Musical Theater Writing from Goldsmiths University in London and a Bachelor’s in Media Music from Brigham Young University.
Despite writing music in such a wide range of genres, Jen’s music is united by a keen love for storytelling with song. She prioritizes specific, highly emotional lyrics, melodic earworms, and infectious rhythmic grooves, and conceives of every piece from a dramatic, narrative-driven perspective.
The artists of Orchid Quartet became inseparable friends while on tour with the Japanese rockstar Yoshiki of X Japan across the US, Mexico, Europe, and Asia. While traversing the globe, it became increasingly clear that the foursome had a truly special musical connection and chemistry, and in 2016 Orchid Quartet was formed.
Quickly gaining in popularity, Orchid Quartet was invited to perform in China, where they
embarked on a successful month-long chamber music tour in 15 stunning concert halls across the country, during which they presented a 90 minute program including many of their own arrangements.
Since then, members of the quartet have toured with Ariana Grande, Adele, Panic! at the Disco, Hans Zimmer, and Game of Thrones Live featuring Ramin Djawadi. They have performed or recorded for artists including Eminem, David Foster, Andrea Bocelli, Miley Cyrus, Portugal. The Man, Kendrick Lamar, Pentatonix, Imagine Dragons, Christina Aguilera, KYGO, Olivia Rodrigo, Sting, Damian Marley, Richard Marx, Alicia Keys, Halsey, Josh Groban, John Debney, The Chainsmokers, Alien Ant Farm, Frank Ocean, Steel Panther, and Iggy Azalea.
Quartet members have performed on the soundtracks to major motion pictures such as The Jungle Book, The Lion King, X-men: Dark Phoenix, SpongeBob Squarepants 3, Geostorm, 10 Cloverfield Lane, The Nun, Bad Boys II, Home Sweet Home Alone, First Man, and many more.
Additionally, they have performed and/or recorded for TV for programs like The Mandalorian,
The Book of Boba Fett, Empire, The Orville, The Simpsons, Animaniacs, Russian Doll, Agents of Shield, Zoo, Chef’s Table, the GRAMMYs, The Oscars, the Macy’s Day Parade, the MTV Movie
Awards, America’s Got Talent, The Voice, the Billboard Music Awards, the American Music Awards, the ESPYs, The Game Awards, Jimmy Kimmel Live, The Tonight Show starring Jimmy Fallon, and Carpool Karaoke with James Corden.
Orchid Quartet continues to perform live, record for artists, composers, and producers, and release music videos together. You can currently see them perform chamber music concerts regularly through the Fever Candlelight Concert series.

Texts & translations
For a printable pdf version, please click HERE
Fie! Fie! Fie!
The Merry Wives of Windsor
Stephen Bouma
Fie! Fie! Fie! On sinful fantasy! Fie! Fie! Fie! On lust and luxury! Lust is but a bloody fire, kindled with unchaste desire, fed in heart whose flames aspire higher and higher. Fie! Fie! Fie! On sinful fantasy! Fie! Fie! Fie! On lust and luxury! Pinch him, fairies, mutually; pinch him for his villainy; pinch him, and burn him, and turn him about, till candles and moonshine be out. Fie! Fie! Fie! On sinful fantasy! Fie! Fie! Fie! On lust and luxury! Lust is but a bloody fire, kindled with unchaste desire, fed in heart whose flames aspire higher and higher. Fie! Fie! Fie! On sinful fantasy! Fie! Fie! Fie! On lust and luxury! Fie! Fie!
How Sweet the Moonlight Sleeps
The Merchant of Venice
Robert H. Young
How sweet the moonlight sleeps upon this bank! Here will we sit, and let the sounds of music Creep in our ears: soft stillness and the night Become the touches of sweet harmony. Look, how the floor of heaven Is thick inlaid with patines of bright gold: There's not the smallest orb that thou behold'st But in his motion like an angel sings Still quiring to the young-eyed cherubins; Such harmony is in immortal souls; But, whilst this muddy vesture of decay Doth grossly close it in, we cannot hear it. How sweet the moonlight sleeps upon this bank! Here will we sit, and let the sounds of music Creep in our ears: soft stillness and the night Become the touches of sweet harmony. Soft stillness and the night Become the touches of sweet harmony.
Fancy
The Merchant of Venice
Paul Caldwell/Sean Ivory
Tell me where is fancy bred, Or in the heart, or in the head? How begot, how nourishèd? Reply, reply. It is engendered in the eye, With gazing fed, and fancy dies In the cradle where it lies. Let us all ring fancy’s knell. I’ll begin it.—Ding, dong, bell.
Anne Frank: A Living Voice
Diary of a Young Girl by Anne Frank
Linda Tatus Haugen
It is the silence It is the silence that frightens me so in the evening and at night. It is the silence that frightens me so in the evening and at night. I can’t tell you how oppressive it is to never go outdoors. I’m very afraid that we shall be discovered and shot. It is the silence that frightens me so. We have to whisper and tread lightly during the day, or the people in the warehouse might hear us. Someone is calling me. (It is the silence that frightens me so.) Terrible things are happening outside. At any time of day, helpless people are being dragged out of their homes. Families are torn apart; men, women, and children are separated. Everyone is scared, the entire world is at war, and the end is nowhere in sight. All we can do is wait for it to end. Jews and Christians alike are waiting, the whole world is waiting, and many are waiting for death. The whole world is waiting, and many are waiting for death. It is the silence that frightens me so. Someone is calling me… Sunshine and Cloudless Sky I go to the attic almost every morning. This morning Peter was cleaning up. He finished quickly, and came over to where I was sitting on the floor. The two of us, Peter and I, looked out at the blue sky, the bare chestnut tree glistening with dew, the seagulls and other birds glinting with silver; they swooped through the air, and we were so moved and entranced that we could not speak. We breathed in the air, looked outside, and both felt that the spell shouldn’t be broken. As long as this exists, this sunshine and this cloudless sky, and as long as I can enjoy it, how can I be sad? I lie in bed at night, after ending my prayers with the words, ‘thank you God for all that is good and dear and beautiful,’ and I’m filled with joy. At such moments I don’t think about all the misery, but about the beauty that still remains.
a survival plan of sorts
Melissa Dunphy
raid your library. read everything you can get your hands on & then some. go on, collect words & polish them up until they shine like starlight in your palm. make words your finest weapons – a gold-hilted sword to cut your enemies d o w n.
The Tale
The Handmaid's Tale
by Margaret Atwood
Jennifer Lucy Cook
I. ONCE I COULD READ Once I could read, now I recite Once there was history, now we rewrite Once we could dance, once we could laugh Now heads are bowed on a preordained path Once was a country, now is a clan Once was a leader, now a mere man Once I could protest, now I retreat For I am a handmaid with two shackled feet Once my whole body was all of my own Now I’m a vessel whose life is on loan Once there was silk and luxury lace Now my heavy cape has taken their place Once I could read, now I recite Once there was history, now we rewrite Once we could dance, once we could laugh Now heads are bowed on a preordained path Once was a country, now is a clan Once was a leader, now a mere man Once I could protest, now I retreat For I am a handmaid with two shackled feet Once my whole body was all of my own Now I’m a vessel whose life is on loan Once there was silk and luxury lace My heavy cape has taken their place Once there was hope in what could become Once there was heartache, now I am numb Once there was hope in what could become Once there was heartache, now I am numb II. MY BODY AND ME Stillness in the quiet room Staring at the carpet floor Seven angels watching me are made of porcelain My hands want to steal My hands still have power My hands need to feel But my body stays put My body stays put Commands from my heart Commands every hour Commands Though apart, My substance wants soul My substance wants soul The vehicle And passenger: My body and me The poison gas And canister: My body and me Legs are folded ladylike Limber once but captive here Longing now to leap, but every urge is locked within My mouth yearns to yell My mouth sweet and sour My mouth knows to tell By my lips are sealed shut My lips are sealed shut III. AHEAD Ahead, I’m running Deep breath, I’m running Instead of tolerating I am getting out Ahead, I’m running Heart-led, I’m running Forward, going forward Like a boulder down a hill I am rolling onward Pulled by gravity and will, and still Where to? With whom? What’s next? What’s left? Not this Not this Where to? Not this With whom? Not this What’s next? Not this What’s left? Not this Ahead, I’m running I said I’m running I dread the great unknown But I am moving now Ahead, I’m running More sweat, I’m running Hurry, in a hurry Like a novel’s final page With mystery, I’m reading My own book as I’m escaping from the cage.
It Was You
Beloved by Toni Morrison
Maria Ellis
Been headin’ in this direction for so many years. Didn’t know what was ahead of me, I faced all my fears. Traveling upstate, downstate from east to west, somedays going without any rest. But I knew in my heart I couldn’t deny no matter how much time went by, It was you, you, you, always you. It was you, always you. I loved you from the moment you arrived on the farm, Watching, protecting you from all hurt and harm. Although you chose another, my love did not die. I still loved you and your children. That’s no lie. But I knew in my heart I couldn’t deny no matter how much time went by, It was you, you, you, always you. It was you, always you. I’ve been to the territories that ain’t got no name. Never stayin’ nowhere long, wanting to see you again. Oh, but when I got here, I sat on the porch, waiting for you, I knew it was not just the house that I was headed to. It was you, you, you, always you. It was you, you, you, always you. It was you, you, you, always you. It was you, you, you, always you. No matter what life puts you through, don’t worry ‘bout a think, cuz I’m here for you. I’ll never waiver, I’ll never leave you. Just remember now and forever, it’s always you. It was you, you, you, always you.
Wonderland
Alice in Wonderland
by Lewis Carroll
Andrea Ramsey
I. If Everybody Minded If everybody minded their own business, the world would go around a great deal faster than it does. II. Who in the world am I? Who in the world am I? Ah! That’s the great question. III. The Little Crocodile How doth the little crocodile improve his shining tail And pour the waters of the Nile on every golden scale! How cheerfully he seems to grin, how neatly spreads his claws, And welcomes little fishes in with gently smiling jaws. IV. Poison If you drink too much from a bottle marked “poison” it is certain to disagree with you sooner or later. V. Long Words I don’t know the meaning of half those long words, and what’s more, I don’t believe you do either! VI. Dodo’s Proclamation Everyone has won! And all must have prizes! Everybody has won!
Wondering
This Book is Gay by Juno Dawson
Amy Burgess
It all starts with wondering Soon enough I began to wonder Wondering is perfectly natural It’s all about wondering Ah, if only it were that simple. You probably have questions Sex thoughts Doors I didn’t know existed Choosing my name A tight fitting vest A weight off my shoulders Label shop Label swap Don’t wear one at all Identity Is not a definition Do not conform to definitions We are all free Defining yourself may take more time You’re part of something bigger now A mixture of who I was And who I wanted to be Correcting a vital mismatch (You’re part of something bigger now) Between body and soul Find someone who will listen Say how I was so brave Being seen for the first time Freedom to be who we are We all want to be loved Trying to get your attention Sustained eye contact I believe It all starts with wondering Getting into it wasn’t easy Getting out was even harder (Label shop Label swap Don’t wear one at all ) (Choosing my name A tight fitting vest A weight off my shoulders) It all starts with wondering Defining yourself may take more time.
Melissa unSilenced
Melissa by Alex Gino
Michael Bussewitz-Quarm
One, two, three, Zoot! Her mouth was open but she could not speak, make her mouth form the sounds. She closed the door and collapsed face first onto her bed, her hands crossed over her head, pressing her elbows to her ears and wishing she were someone else, anyone else. Stony face and rigid movements. She’s a girl and no-one knows. (1,2,3, Zoot!) Stony face and rigid movements. She’s a girl and no-one knows. (1,2,3, Zoot!) Stupid body, stupid brain, stupid boys, stupid girls, stupid everything. Stupid body, stupid brain, stupid boys, stupid girls, stupid everything. She held back tears, words blaring through her brain. George opened her lips, but there were no words in her mouth. Time drags in misery. The days passed George by in a haze of unhappiness. She dragged herself through her daily routine. She dragged herself out of bed in the morning. She dragged herself downstairs and dragged her spoon through her cereal and up to her mouth. She dragged herself to the bus stop through the day, and back home again. George thought about her private name. She had never said it out loud before. You can always call me “Melissa.” “So you’re like transgender or something? I’m sorry I ignored you,” her friend said. “And you know what? You think you’re a girl, then I think you’re a girl, too!” Melissa! Melissa! That’s perfect! She leaped onto her best friend and gave her a hug so big they both nearly toppled over. Melissa! Melissa! Her body felt as light as air! Melissa! Melissa! Were her shoes even touching the ground? She thought she would be nervous but she said her name aloud, “Melissa!” “Melissa!” Melissa! Melissa! (RADIANT! Melissa you are R-A-D-I-A-N-T!) She twirled to the center of the room. It was the best day of her life! So far! Freedom ah freedom! Freedom ah freedom! She looked in the mirror and gasped. George smiled and Melissa smiled back. One, two, three, Zoot!
The Color Purple
The Color Purple by Alice Walker
arr. Rollo Dillworth
Dear God, dear stars, dear trees, dear sky, dear peoples, dear everything, dear God. God is inside me and everyone else that ever was or will be. I came into this world with God (I entered this world with God) and when I finally looked inside, I found it, just as close as my breath is to me. Rising like a sun is the hope that sets us free. Your heart-beat make me heart beat when we share love. Like a blade of corn, like a honey bee, like a waterfall, all a part of me. Like the color purple, where so it come from? Now my eyes are open. Look what God has done. It take a grain of love to make a mighty tree. Even the smallest voice can make a harmony, like a drop of water keep the river high, there are miracles for you and I. Oh! Like a blade of corn, like a honey bee like a waterfall, all a part of me. Yeah! Like the color purple, where do it come from? Now myeyes are open. Look what God has done. I don’t think us feel old at all. I think this is the youngest us ever felt. Amen.
Heather's Dream
Heather Has Two Mommies
by Lesléa Newman
Ann Hampton Callaway
Everybody tell me: Where is the freedom in the freedom of speech? And where’s the “we” in equality? Why is love such a threat to some? All the banning of books, with different outlooks, what has the world become? My name is Heather and I got the blues. Won’t somebody please take a walk in my shoes? The glory of my story needs to be heard. What good luck to have two mommies and look what it’s stirred! My name is Heather. Why do they silence me? Look what I have, I’ve got the best family. You couldn’t forget them, if you met them, you’d think they were great. I thank the stars above for Mama Jane and Mama Kate! I have friends who are lonely they wish they had what we share. Doesn’t everyone deserve happiness. Just imagine it everywhere. Everywhere! My name is Heather, and, I’ve got a dream, wanna make a difference, come be on my team. It’s not too late to celebrate love’s smiling face. Why be afraid of how people are made, we all have our place. It doesn’t matter how many Mommies or Daddies your family has, or sisters or brothers or cousins or grandmas or grandpas or uncles or aunts. Each family is special, who cares for one another. The most important thing about fmily is that all the people in it love each other. Love each other. (They love each other!) Yes love each other. We love!
Children Will Listen
Stephen Sondheim
How do you say to a child in the night, “Nothing’s all black, But then nothing’s all white?” How do you say, “It will all be all right” When you know that it mightn’t be true? What do you do? What do you leave to your child when you’re dead? Only whatever you put in its head. Things that your father and mother had said, which were left to them, too. Careful what you say. Careful the things you say, Children will listen, Careful the things you do, children will see and learn. Children may not obey, but children will listen. Children will look to you For which way to turn, To learn what to be. Careful before you say, “Listen to me.” Children will listen Careful the wish you make, Wishes are children. Careful the path they take Wishes come true, not free Careful the spell you cast, Not just on children. Sometimes the spell may last, past what you can see and turn against you… Careful the tale you tell, That is the spell. Children will listen.
Acknowledgments
Video & Audio Recording: Walter Park and Koda Virgil
Graphic Design: Kate Jordan
Proofreader: Laurie Fox
Music Librarian: Hillary Ngo
Intern: Karaina Perkins
Orchid Quartet: Michelle Shin, Aiko Jimena Richter, violins; Kiara Ana, viola; Leah Metzler, cello
Special Thanks to Stacy Brightman, Meredyth Deighton, Dakota Fitzsimmons, and everyone at The Ebell of Los Angeles
Thank you to Elana K. Arnold and Jennifer Lucy Cook for participating in our pre-concert talk this afternoon, and to Marcela Pan for being our wonderful moderator.
Thank you to Claire Beyke and Amy Quichiz at Chevalier's Books for partnering with us today to offer banned literature to our audience members.
Thank you to Allison Lee, Ayana O'Brien, and the PEN America Los Angeles team for their collaboration.
Thank you to all our volunteers this afternoon who are ushering, assisting with Will Call, and making this concert a stellar experience for our aidence, and to all the friends and family members who volunteer their services to support VOX throughout the year.
This concert is supported, in part, by grants from the Los Angeles County Department of Arts and Culture, the National Endowment for the Arts, and the Perenchio Foundation.



VOX also receives generous support from the following organizations:
Canifornia Arts Council, The City of Culver City, The City of Los Angeles Department of Cultural Affairs, The City of West Hollywood, Confidence Foundation, Dwight Stuart Youth Fund, Ella Fitzgerald Charitable Foundation, and Pasadena Showcase House for the Arts, and The Ralph M. Parsons Foundation.